Thursday, September 12, 2013
Periodic bouts of sadness
We're thinking about switching Nat's insulin and switching his injection sites and re-plotting his doses, and that is causing one of my very occasional bouts of sadness and anger at diabetes, and at how overwhelming it is to cope with all the details all the time. I no it's not productive that I want to renounce responsibility and hide. I know I'll get up from the chair and go look at his numbers again and try to figure out how to manage, but right now I want chocolate, tea, a maid, five hours more sleep, and most importantly for my son to not have diabetes.