Even a little. Cynthia read one of my despairing blog posts and appeared just before lunch and cleaned THE ENTIRE PANTRY while I did the living room and dining room and cleaned the floors. And I think she organized the fridge, but I haven't looked. I paid her in breakfast, lunch, and homemade yogurt.
I still feel extremely scared about the decisions and medical things that have to happen soon, but my pantry and floors are clean. Thank you, Cynth.